The last few days have been difficult. A person really close to me is going through a very rough patch and I can’t really help him. The only thing I can do is to try to push positive energy his way and to try to be here for moral support.
It makes me wish more and more that I had a stable career and a place of my own.. something I could offer for others when they need support.
Which brings me to the argument I’ve been going over in my mind. What to do about my career. I haven’t fully made a decision yet. It was over mostly of continuing with web design or go into teaching.
…but I had another urge I’ve wanted to pursue. Before going into the arts degree I was planning to get an accounting degree. The one thing that has prevented me from going back to it… is this feeling that I shouldn’t go back to school for it.
I suppose I feel guilty? I feel like I wasted my time before. I enjoyed my time pursuing the arts and I don’t really regret my degree… only the fact that it hasn’t managed to get me a job.
I talked to my mother a little about my situation and my feelings about going to school… she seems to think I should go for it, but ultimately it’s my decision. I know.
I am going to try to talk to a counselor at the school about it. Fall semester starts Aug. 21, so I should get registered if I pursue it. If I get another bachelor’s degree at the very least, I only have half the time to go to get it.
I won’t deny the thought of going back so school excites me some. I love school.
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Backtracking a little
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